WHAT A DAY....

Annyeonghaseyo modudeul (Hello everybody).... today, i'm going to write about what happened starting from the early of the morning until now... hehe.. such a story i guess.

At about 6.30am, my mom came to my room and told that my brother going out wif his wife to nowhere.. but, after that my mum saw blood in the bathroom.. you know what, my sister in law was miscarriage.. what a pity. so sad. my mum call my brother to ask what's going on, he told about the incident.. yeah..it's true about the miscarriage.. so sad.

Today, as i said yesterday, i have to be 'pengapit pengantin'...wahh! what unbelievable experience.. i'm happy becoz have given the opportunity to experience a new characteristics but at the same tyme i'm very nervous and shy also about to die..hehe.. really trembling a lot at the event juz now.. but, i can't upload any pic here becoz i don't take any pic by myself.. all the photo sessions handled by the pro cameramen.. juz wait and i will try to ask the photo from them.. but, i don't really hope to see it.. (yeah, becoz i don't really happy to see myself in white dress).. we'll see later, ok...
After that, juz now i go to the hospital wif my mum and bro to visit my sister in law.. As i said before, really sad to see her in that kind of conditions.. even though, right now i'm trying to adjust my feelings towards her, i feel really touch juz now.. really pity of her.. i'm promise to urge myself be more kind to her. i know, everything that happens was unplanned. we need to accept it wif open heart and make it as the alternative to change it to become more better..
TTYL~~~

안녕하세요> annyeonghaseyo

HELLO... long tyme no see my blog... hehe.. in a few days ago nothing interesting happened to me... dat's y i'm not writing anything.. u know what, last nite i really cannot sleep peacefully.. really miserable .. i have given some tasks dat's quite heavy for me.. i'm trembling by myself...haha..

really want to know??? i need to be 'pengapit pengantin' for my neighbor tomorrow... WAHHH?! unbelievable right.. i really don't care to help her, but, one thing that i really depress about is i need to wear WHITE 'bju kurung'... REALLY REALLY DISLIKE IT.. u know, i really hate to wear white clothes.. not my color i guess.. but, what can i do.. i already promise to help her tomorrow.. i really cannot imagine what i'm will look like tomorrow.. really confused right now.. WHITE... something that i cannot express wif word.. i can wear white t-shirt or 'tudung'..but, for 'bju kurung' it's quite hard for me.. in short, i really hate to look myself in whole white clothes..

really really donno what to do.. my mum also don't believe dat's i'm going to wear WHITE..not a few parts but all white, from head to toe.. u guess what, i really don't feel like myself when wearing white.. not juz my mum, i also really don't have confidence to wear white.. OH GOD... please give me some strength and confidence for me to accomplish my task tomorrow.. really hope that there will be someone can replace me tomorrow.. i'm done writing.. c u later ok, my blog..TTYL~~~

FINALLY...

For about 1 week i postpone to go out buy the ticket..finally juz now i accomplish my mission..haha.. but u now, i go there wif my bro becoz i'm kind hve a little phobia to drive by myself..yea...becoz of the last xcident..really feel the hurt of my pride..(ntah btul ke x..haha)

but i think, as the time flying without he wings i'll hve back my confidence to drive by my own..hopefully..

As alwaz, today i hve nothing to do.. but, i'm thinking to clean n clear up my room as it's look mess from my heart view..(cewahhh...haha. ayt apa ntah ak gna.) i hope myself can do it..

1 more thing, i forgot to write it last few days.. for about last 1 week my mum hve add up her job as a babysitter by accepting to tke care a baby.. i don't care about it.. i can also take a look of that baby.. but, the thing that i really depress and crazily angry is that baby will crying all the time start from his mum sent here in the morning until the evening.. wahhh! such a trouble baby.. he want us to alwaz hold him and talk to him all the time.. what?? he think i hve no work to do.. (in fact, i really hve nothing to do...hehe). pity my mum..:-( sometime i juz leave like that.. if he want to cry juz cry till tired..then sleep..haha.. such a mean sister.. i know that.. :-) yeah..i try to change it.. nope, i'll change my attitude.. really.. we'll see later...

okey, i'm done writing for right now.. i will find other interesting story to tell about.. TTYL~~~~

(p/s: TTYL=talk to you later)

i would like to share about:

Super Junior Quotes

RyeoWook : "I want to marry Donghae."

DongHae : "I can't."

RyeoWook : "The problem is that I'm not girl."

KangIn : "In some countries they allow gay marriage.”

my kpop idol today..hehe.. Yoochun oppa~~ saranghe~~

TODAY??

Ermm...nothing much to say... juz feel a bit sleepy becoz i really sleep late last night.. about 4.30a.m...hehe..really donno what i'm doing. juz on9.. dis morning i officially wash the clothes using the new washing machine..yeah! but, i think for the 1st time i wake up really late in the morning..(12pm)..isn't it kind of late??? hehe..whatever.. juz a bit surprise..

what i'm going to do today?? not plan to do anything for today..juz like usual.. really bored..
but, i'm thinking of going out to buy the bus ticket for nex yer. huhu...so lazy to go out.. i'll see later..
i thnk nothing i can say right now.. see u later. .i'll try to find something good to do today.. annyonghi kaseyo...

NEW APPLIANCE...YEEE...

Juz now my mum buy a new washing machine.. thank GOD..for about 2 month we need to wash clothes by hand.. hehe.. BTW, sometimes wash manually is good too... not hard..really. i mean it.. juz enjoy it.. yeah..for the first time my mum buy the full automatic washing machine instead the pre-auto one.. i'm really happy/love it very much.. THANK A LOT MUM... really appreciate it..

NEW FAMILY MEMBER =)

My family members have 'added'..hehe.. i have a niece... cute and chubby..

juz hve laz 2 weeks if i'm not mistaken.. her name? ermmm.... NUR DAMIA ADRIANA BT AZIZ.. nice name right.. really really happy.. waiting for a long time i guess..(hehe..juz 2 years).. but, how sad, i can't touch her yet becoz she's wif her mum at 'Kelantan'.. be patient baby.. your aunt and uncle (my bro) will go there this thursday..yeah!! wif your dad and surely your grandmother will go too.. wait for my present,ok... love u...

2 dec 2010

10 Dec 2010

JUZ TRYING NEW HOBBY...

I'm juz started to try being a blogger.. Frankly speaking, i juz 'suka2' doing this blog bcoz of my frend... its looks like interesting =) I think it kind of good in which i can express my feeling or probs happen in my daily life juz like a diary.. juz trying.. not hoping any good rezut from it..hehe..

For today, i start a new day wif smile and happily communicate wif my mum..yea...becoz of some stupid misunderstanding a few a days ago, i become like an invisible person in this house.. but, i'm not fully in good mood today..and i'm not 100%ly stay at the sitting hall chit-chat wif them..still 20hrs in my room.. juz trying to adjust my feeling towards 'her'...(new person become part of my family)..yea..i'm trying now.. becoz she is already part of my family now... need to accept it..Hopefully, evrything will be fine..now or soon..

So, for today i juz wanna share some of pic sof my crazy habit...hehe.. i'm a crazy kpop..also jpop..=)